Just got a Tarot reading on my “Loved One”, and this person is said to hold the symbol “King of Pentacles”, and yeah, if you ask me, that really sounds nice…I mean, a king, ...hmmm..I can really imagine my loved one to be a king,..or a future king. But then again, as it was only a symbol (damnit!) then it was not to be regarded literally. So it was, and this King of Pentacles is just a symbol of a person who always gets things done, always be able to fight and get what he needs and succeeds in whatever he deems necessary and important. This person also carries the strength and ability to be sought after and looked at in a very positive way. Okay, so yeah, although he may not be an actual king, but so far he does sound like my type,..hehe……But I got the thinking,…if it is the way it was suppose to be, who is this person anyway?. I mean, I know I have Alan, and he is certainly one feisty fighter indeed. But I don’t think he is that fulfilled in the majestic-successful side, because as we all know, he has been too involved with failure all too much. So, could it be that this person is someone that I haven’t known just yet? I know that this is wrong, but I was just thinking; could this person be Paul? As far as I know, he is successful somehow in whatever it is he is doing. But then again,..he’s an American, and it’s not that I’m Xenophobic or anything, but I just have this thing about Americans that I tend to regard them as experimental objects instead of real people. Hell, I know it’s wrong in the first place, but to whomever trying to be judgmental then I have to say; “it’s my thing, let it go!”. Anyway, this experimental thing of mine is coming to an end, thanks to the dear-dear American people I have met recently.